Moving out

As I've mentioned in my earlier post I mentioned about getting a job so I can pay for a few things, including rent. I will be moving out but will be coming home on the weekends. I'm actually really excited, not worrying about angry parents when I come home late, living with my brother, Chiharu, Anta, and Chouji, also it is closer to my school which will save me and Rodney gas even if we do carpool together everyday. Again, cross my fingers I'll be getting that call from Bath and Body Works or any call at the least.

Free time

Since I have about 4 hours till Joseph's farewell party I'll just blog. Well yesturday was Ryan's surpise birthday party and suprising Ryan was a success. Kind of suprised it worked since you guys were so freakin loud! hahah i'm joking, I mean you guys did have to sit in our hot garage for 10 minutes so I don't blame you. Before all that, me and Rodney went to Life Plaza at Diamond Bar and bought Ryan's gift. Ah so many things I wanted to buy but you guys should already know how broke I am. Didn't get to take Cue pictures with Rodney because we had to get going, hopefully we'll be able to Monday! Anyways, after Life Plaza we went back to the bank to cash in my check which I thought it was $30 but when Rodney told me it said 50 I was so happy. However I used it right after I cashed it in for part of Ryan's gift we made him also I finally bought my Chouji his dog tag! Thank you Anta (Rodney) for buying his new collar! Well back to the party, after eating, playing Mario Kart, pictures, cupcake in a few peoples faces, we ended the night with none other then... kareoke hahah. But I have to say I think TJ's performance was the best, as always hahaha. Good job Reann for Ryan's suprise and Happy birthday again Ryan, you deserved it.

I should be doing my report right now

So I realized I haven't been on for awhile due to all the job hunting I've been doing. So far...it sucks. I have to go to place to place filling out those freakin apps, at least it helped me finally memorize my social security number. Beside looking for a job, school is the same, weather is getting a bit cooler :) and been going to a few new places. Today woke up around 11, thankful I missed morning mass, got dressed and went to OC to feed the homeless. As I was giving cake, fruit, juice, and coffee I started getting really hungry. When we got home around 4 we went to Rodney's to go to Chino Spectrum (the area where I applied) with Reann and Cilla. After talking to some of the managers we went to Yogurt Bar. Ever since I started school I started eating at a bunch of yogurt places, Cefiore, Yogurtland, Goldenspoon and now Yogurt Bar, sorry Dairy Queen that I abandoned you. Anyways after Yogurt Bar we went to Fazolis...to eat more and I mean MORE. I bought a whole pizza so we could share but me and Reann ended up eating most of it, leaving one slice...damn. Like Reann said "at least we eat unlike some girls who don't eat at all" which is true, if I can maintain my weight of being 106 then why not eat :) Hopefully I get a job soon so I can pay rent, a camera, a kaleidoscope (I still want one), clothes, and of course food.

"Suffering from insomnia"

Ah, I was sleeping but woke up. I figured why not just write in my blog to get me sleepy again.

I've been thinking about a lot of my friends lately, especially the ones I haven't seen or heard from for such a long time. I miss my St. Edwards group the most, always having our "hang outs" from time to time after leaving that old catholic school. It really is sad for me to see our group slowly break apart and knowing that I can't do anything about it but support and love all of them, even if it does put me in the middle. I guess I also miss the fact of us gathering as a group, a family. Now its one doesn't like this person or someone has some kind of beef with another. One of them even suggested to just cut this person out of my life but no, why would I do such a thing to a friend who's always been there for me. I do believe in second chances maybe even more and I may have said this before but there is good in everyone, even the tiniest spec is still worth something. Who am I to judge, who are we to judge? I also believe that we can't keep grudges in our hearts, it's a waste, seriously. You don't have to forgive but you can at least just forget and move on. I'm just ranting about my beliefs and boring you so I'll do you guys a favor and stop hahah as if anyone is reading. <3

I really want...

a kaleidoscope! :(

I was on Google looking at them and saw this one

Sir David Brewster

I don't want one so fancy like that, just a simple plastic one. You might think I'm high writing about kaleidoscopes for an entry.

Look who's here

This is my first entry and my first time using blogspot
So please excuse me if im boring but remember you can always do something eles.
But anyways let the random blabbing begin...

School started on the 25th, wasn't nervous or even that excited, actually i was more...relieved? Relieved and happy that I'm out of high school finally. I think most of you can agree with me that college is a lot better than high school, well for those who graduated. Sure we all seperate and go to new places, but that's where we see the beauty of being able to experience new things. I've counted down the days till I got the hell out of that place, hearing drama everyday, immature people, running to class to class just so I don't get that little slip saying I have to stay after school for another hour. Four years was too long for me, I guess it's that senioritis still talking. Of course I befriended some of the greatest people there and those are the only ones I am truly going to miss especially when one of them is all the way in Washington D.C. I do miss the tennis girls as well. :(

College is better than I expected, a lot more "relaxing" as Rodney explained it. It's true, having the freedom to set your class schedule based on YOUR time and having the choice of how many classes you want to take. Although when there's more freedom there comes as much responsibility. I didn't really realize how diffrent college is when in one of my classes I have a 40 year old women as my partner and the same class my teacher bluntly said "fuck" without looking worried that the "principle" might get mad.

However, my school is pretty much built on a freakin hill.../ <--- like that. I got use to walking to my classes, going up and down. Ah, so the first day of school I was waiting by my next class on the grass after walking Rodney to his, and as I was contently listening to my ipod and sketching, a guy starts hitting on me, so as I kindly turned him down and rushed to get to my class I completely forgot I left my phone on the grass >:(. Smart.

A week without a phone and I was actually doing fine without it except the fact that my friends won't be able to contact me again. Got it taken away, then lost...wow. I really suck at keeping a phone. But just got a new one, a W350, it's so cute! To me that is...

Tadaaa, my new phone

on a side note

Hopefully I'll find a job and buy a new camera or at least even buy a new battery for my camera I have now instead of writing so much.

Being poor sucks...