"Suffering from insomnia"

Ah, I was sleeping but woke up. I figured why not just write in my blog to get me sleepy again.

I've been thinking about a lot of my friends lately, especially the ones I haven't seen or heard from for such a long time. I miss my St. Edwards group the most, always having our "hang outs" from time to time after leaving that old catholic school. It really is sad for me to see our group slowly break apart and knowing that I can't do anything about it but support and love all of them, even if it does put me in the middle. I guess I also miss the fact of us gathering as a group, a family. Now its one doesn't like this person or someone has some kind of beef with another. One of them even suggested to just cut this person out of my life but no, why would I do such a thing to a friend who's always been there for me. I do believe in second chances maybe even more and I may have said this before but there is good in everyone, even the tiniest spec is still worth something. Who am I to judge, who are we to judge? I also believe that we can't keep grudges in our hearts, it's a waste, seriously. You don't have to forgive but you can at least just forget and move on. I'm just ranting about my beliefs and boring you so I'll do you guys a favor and stop hahah as if anyone is reading. <3